work – Journeying through mental health

To that little girl who was never good enough

It’s been a while since I’ve last posted anything. Mostly because I’ve been trying to block out life as it’s just too much at times. Anyway, a lot has happened. Some of which has been positive and some has left that feeling of being unsettled and not good enough. I’ve passed another year of uni… Continue reading To that little girl who was never good enough

Sometimes you just need to ask for help.

Two posts in one week. What can I say I’m spoiling you all. To be serious today I have struggled more than ever with my mental health it all started yesterday to be honest. When my sister said that I never say I love you to anyone or anything. Now to be fist love is… Continue reading Sometimes you just need to ask for help.

Feeling trapped and alone.

It has really dawned on me recently that I actually have no friends. If I were to disappear nobody would even notice and even if people did notice I know they would not care. I have spoken before about how my upbringing really affected my friendships and being able to form and maintain any friendships.… Continue reading Feeling trapped and alone.

Back to being me.

It’s been such a long and tough road. But today I have felt more like myself than I have in nearly two years. I don’t even know why I feel so much more like my old self but I do. I can’t even explain what has put me back there to my old self. The… Continue reading Back to being me.

A thank you to the amazing people out there.

When I started this I was so worried people would think I was attention seeking even though I just wanted to be able to put out there things that I would not be able to say to many people. I doubt even those closest to me knew this much about me. Since starting this I… Continue reading A thank you to the amazing people out there.

When life gives you lemons….. also known as trying to keep sane.

So obviously the past few posts have been quite negative and this made me realise that actually I’m not a negative person so, I thought I’d share the things I do when it all gets a little too much. A bit of colouring. I love colouring and will spend hours with a colouring book. I… Continue reading When life gives you lemons….. also known as trying to keep sane.