Life is hard! There’s no denying that! The past few years have been tough for everyone and for some it has been so much tougher than for others.
My struggle has come from a realisation for reflection that my past was hard and it has such an effect on who I am now that some days are easier than others. It’s the loudest moments for me that trigger so much, those moments when I am surrounded by people when it is noisy and I can’t hear myself think.
The quieter moments are the ones I relish in. Being with my thoughts and being able to think clearly (although sometimes my thoughts can be intrusive and make me think the worst about myself). these thoughts can often be made even more difficult by how I think others view me and that in turn adds to those feelings and fears of not being good enough.
Still it’s during these times that I need to remember my worth and try to remember that I wouldn’t be where I am if I was not good enough. I work hard at what I do even though there are times when it does feel so so hard to remain upbeat and not want to hide away from the world.
I am definitely a valuable person both in my personal and professional life. There are most definitely going to be times when I do feel that people are taking advantage of my kindness. I would still much rather people think me to be kind and dependable rather than some awful person.
So good people out there always remember your worth
As always take care and look after each other