Some things become easier

Last night was the first time I’ve been out in a long time and to be honest at first I was a hit worried about going out. There were a million thoughts going through my mind ranging from drinking to feeling safe getting home.

Still I did make it out of the house and surprisingly only had one alcoholic drink. The rest of the night I stuck to soft drinks and I have to say I don’t need a drink to have a good time. In fact I had a better time for not drinking. I was able to keep a clear head all night. It was also just nice to be out with people and relax, well relax as much as I can for me.

So I think it’s safe to say the next time I go out I know I won’t need to have alcohol and in time I know this will become so much easier.