It’s been such a long and tough road. But today I have felt more like myself than I have in nearly two years. I don’t even know why I feel so much more like my old self but I do.
I can’t even explain what has put me back there to my old self. The one who was excited by new challenges and wanted to face them instead of hiding away or having complete meltdowns. Maybe it is the fresh challenges of work, maybe I am just emotionally in a better place. Either way I know I am back on the path I need to be.
I also know that everyone’s challenges are different and we all have different ways of managing and dealing with everything.
All I know is that I need to stop listening to those who create negativity to me. Especially the ones who make me feel that I should be annoyed with situations when in fact situations are just part of life and as long as I can manage then why should I complain. There are people who are on far worse situations than I am and I know that I do have a strong support network out there and others may not have that.
For now I need to focus on what is right for me and try to ignore those who just want to talk behind my back.
As always stay safe and look after each other
Journeying through mental health 