So today I took myself on a bit of a distraction walk. I was supposed to be sorting the mess of the garden and tidying up. Instead I took myself for a walk to the park and soaked up some of the sunshine.
The walked helped to clear my head a bit and to see things a bit clearer. Watching all of the families together really made me realise how much I want to have a family of my own. Don’t get me wrong I know I’m the one who has always been quite sure that I don’t want children or a relationship. As I’ve mentioned before this is mostly due to my own experiences of families and not wanting to be that way or end up that way. What I really need is for somebody to set me up on a blind date with one of their friends, that would help with the dating issue.
On a separate note the walk has definitely helped with what I’m looking for as a future career. If teaching does not work out I want to do counselling for children and young people.
But for now I need to focus on the now and get my degree out of the way. But honestly if any of my friends know a single man who can cope with me then please set me up 😂😂
Journeying through mental health 