Future thinking

Obviously I have looked a lot at my own past and looked at how this has shaped me.

It’s now time to look forward and to stop dwelling on what I cannot control. Instead I’m going to focus on the things I can control. Living at home is difficult for me so I know the best thing I can do for my mental health is to move out. Initially I thought I’d move out with my sister but now I’m not sure that is going to happen. So I thought about moving out of London as the cost of living would be cheaper, however there is the issue of not having a wage that I need to survive even if the cost of living would be cheaper. I’ve been really honest about things today and it has given me a lot to think about. I still know I need to move out but instead of looking at living alone I was given the idea about flat/house sharing. It definitely helped to be honest with one of the very few people in the world I’m direct with.

So now I am a bit clearer, save as much as I can and stay focused on my studies. I will get there even if it does take me a long time. Life’s a marathon not a race.